This pic, was taken during a moment when I was feeling pretty damn good. A moment when I was letting go. This feeling unfortunately or fortunately, cannot be constant. Cannot be “stable”. When life kicks me in the ass, when shit gets fucked and it’s the retrograde, or the full moon, rather than escape, I feel it all now. And as much as I try to meditate and stay balanced during these moments, it’s challenging
Ever feel like you’re being pulled in one direction but can’t seem to break through that threshold? The journey into the unknown is scary af. And we’ve all been there. Where we’ve had to make the decision, whether to leap forward or play it safe. I’ve come to realize that the unknown means growth. And the more you grow, the more you feel “lost”. The more you feel like you’re starting over again. As if you’re
Sometimes at the end, you start to think of the beginning. You ask yourself why you even opened up? Would it have been better to not let love in at all? But then you realize, without pain, there is no love. Without darkness, there is no light. When a relationship with someone you love so deeply feels like it’s coming to an end ’cause deep down, you know. That perhaps, it’s no longer for you.
Ever since I chose the artist & “unconventional” route of pursuing acting and stunts, I’ve wanted to give up at least once a year. I was intrigued by this path, and became passionate about acting and stunts because it made me feel alive – because acting and stunts became mediums where I could express myself – given I was once emotionally repressed, afraid to be who I am & to be vulnerable – Until, my
To be honest, with all the energy shifts/retrogrades lately and from what I’ve seen and felt, I believe it’s been tough for a lot of us. I, for one felt a deep need to purge. And that’s not always easy. Negative thoughts, old patterns and wounds, that you thought you had healed resurfaced. I was like, “dammit, not again!” At first I didn’t want to face it, only to notice that harboring these emotions only
While I was travelling in Asia earlier on this year, I learned that: From an outside view, freedom can often seem like a destination. A Situation. An Outcome. And although it can provide temporary gratification, while in Asia, as I got to “escape” reality for that time being and was exposed to moments of bliss, I realized that no matter where you go, true Freedom is found within. If we feel trapped inside, we will
Throughout my journey to self discovery and self love, I found that travelling always brought me closer to who I am. And maybe that’s why I always loved it. When you’re out of your own comfort zone, living the unknown, and when you’re exposed to different cultures, conditions, and paradigms, that’s when you are open to new perspective – to new experiences, not only on the outside, but within. Growing up, I didn’t always embrace
From what I’ve seen and heard, 2018 was a tough year for a lot of us. For me, there were major tower moments, breakdowns, and inner healing. A year where I faced a lot of my shadow self, whilst aligning myself with whats for me. Starting off 2019 was awesome. I booked a stunt actor role in the movie “EXCELSIS” in T-dot, without “chasing” it. I believe when you align yourself, plant your seeds and